there was a time I was upset with your behaviour. then I concluded that I can't behave like this.
you're probably upset with my manners too. I'm so mysterious and whimsical to you.
and you're so simple. you're probably right.

where is your conscience? where are you right now?
are you there?
where you are, you can listen to me? can you have access to my thoughts? can you see my life?
can you see how I am feeling now?

I'm so sad, grandma.